The Long Hauler
BY JAMES E CHERRY
Featured in vol 7, issue 3: healing
One year after, 700,000 are lost,
faces from the evening news, others
who have left indelible traces upon this life.
Each morning, I estimate antibodies,
take 1000 mg of Vitamin C to compensate
the missing. A sore arm and acute sadness
my only side-effect from a vial of panacea.
My alienation wears an N95 against the vicissitudes
of variants before I step foot upon daybreak.
At the workplace, I take the temperature
of isolation once a day and it returns twice
as high as the day before. I have learned
to camouflage loneliness with a walk
in the park, a restaurant patio, friends
six feet apart. By five o’clock
it is midnight already. I unlock
the front door, close the world behind.
After supper and the sorting of mail
the numbing of alcohol, sounds
the house makes when nudged
by evening hours, an echo somewhere
between solitude and desperation.
JAMES E. CHERRY is the author of three collections of poetry, two novels and a collection of short fiction. A native Jacksonian, he has an MFA in creative writing from the University of Texas at El Paso and is an adjunct professor of English at the University of Memphis-Lambuth. Visit him at: jamesEcherry.com.